Monday, October 15, 2012

Untitled.

I can't come up with titles so that's that.

Anyway, I haven't written a post in forever... I guess summer and lack of inspiration got in the way. But now I'm back at school and feeling like I have to do something with my life... so I'll blog.

Honestly though, am I the only one who feels outdone? outwitted outsmarted.. out everything?! People are so focused and competitive and are always busy. "Hey wanna get some coffee?" "No sorry I have 5 essays due tomorrow, my internship from 12 to 4 and then my job from 5 to 10 and then I will study for my 7854987 tests that I have this week." Meanwhile... I'm just like, "Oh yeah dude totally, actually I gotta a couple of episodes of Arrested Development I haven't gotten to yet... keeping busy ya know" So, obviously something is wrong. This nagging feeling in the pit of my stomach that tells me I'm not trying hard enough. I should be doing more, going out into the world and looking for all the opportunities that are out there for the taking. Probably. But truthfully I most likely won't. At least not yet. Especially since listening to those people just gives me a headache and makes me want to go take a nap.

However, I am writing about it instead of watching shows on my computer right now, so that's a start!... right?

In reality I'm not that lazy. I am currently employed at a store where my sole purpose is to sell a lot of TEA! You might be wondering what that has to with journalism (that is my actual major) and the answer is nothing of course. That's why I have this blog, kind of. At least now I have a cooler answer, "Hey Ivanha let's go walk around!" "Oh sorry I can't have to go to work right now" I don't have to mention it's just something I do because I'm broke and will have no impact whatsoever on my future career. I can just leave that part out. In fact I think I will leave that part out and commiserate with my fellow classmates about how busy we all are and how stressful it is that we have to start building our futures. Yes, I will do that.

Besides, How much could a banana cost? 10 dollars?



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